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its so close.

Posted on 2008.06.28 at 19:45
It's almost time, after 3 years of being away from nanaimo, the time has come, for me to return. Even though I've been in nanaimo more than I've been here, (thank you so much jesse, it's been wonderful) coming back to vancouver seems so wrong, that it drives me bonkers, so I'm moving in with holly, we be sharing a room, so we will be roommates of the literal sense.

My mom got married today. I was just numb the whole day, sitting there, watching a man I loathe, hold my mothers hand as they promised a bunch of things to each other, that I just know will be broken. I'm happy that my mom is happy, but you can tell somethings not there, you can see it in her eyes, and it kills me. Not one person from our side of the family agrees with this wedding, none of us wanted it to happen, but really, how can you tell someone that the person they're promising their life to, is a scoundrel? I saw a few tears envelope, and jaws clench on the faces my family members when the statement, "If anyone here has any objections to this couple getting married, let them speak now or forever hold their peace" was spoken. But, it's her choice, and I'll be there for her, whichever life she chooses. It was a beautiful wedding, only about 30 people, on the beach, it was SUCH a nice day too. Under any other circumstance, if had been anyone else's wedding, it would have been a wonderful day, but instead, the day lingers with a bittersweet flavour, and I'm feeling a bit woozy from all the sun. I think my shoulders are a little burnt, which has got to be karma coming around to kick me in the ass, for recently making note at someones burn, and laughing to myself because I've never gotten a burn in my life! And then boom, tender pink skin on my shoulders.

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