Posted on 2007.08.14 at 00:45
So Y'know how im always talking about missing nanaimo?? and how i always talk about wanting to come back?
its a serious thought now, sometime in the new year, i do believe im going to move back to the island, victoria probably.
I'm just so sick of this big, busy city. It's driving me mad. I'm so anxious all the time, and always in a hurry, and i hate how tired i always am.
so tired. So monotonous, sojfaikjhga...so done, so yea, moving on.
Posted on 2007.07.31 at 02:56
So tommorrow, err today, im coming over to nanaimo, and ill be on the island for at least 6 days, and will be all over the island, if any of you yoohoos want to see me, call me my number is...604 842 7627.
oh man im so stoked, camping with mason <3333 tofino for ice cream and people watching, then to victoria for vemf and going to try and get my venom tattooo!!?!>#214
i hope this runs smoothly.
Posted on 2007.07.26 at 23:49
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Birth date: march 16 87
Hair Color: blondish? - dark brown
Righty or Lefty: Right
Zodiac Sign: pisces!
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
YOUR HERITAGE: Japanese,mongolian, hungarian, norweigen
YOUR FEARS:Someone killing me, crickets, being forgotten
YOUR WEAKNESS: tropical blue skittles, the old kind, not this new bullshit.,
YOUR PERFECT PIZZA:sun dried tomato, artichoke, spinach and feta. with hot sauce and the typical white sauce./
GOAL YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: ahah...finish highschool before im 21...ew. i lose.
LAYER THREE: TODAY
YOUR FIRST THOUGHT WAKING UP:Holy shit, i dont want to kill things.
YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: my eyes, and i got biggie titties,.
YOUR BEDTIME: when I'm tired.
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: I unno, i got lots.
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke.
MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING: I dont like either, but if i had to choose, burger king.
ADIDAS OR NIKE: adidas has mad style.
LIPTON TEA OR NESTEA: nestea
CHOCOLAE OR VANILLA: WHITE IS RIGHT. well i guess vanilla beans are brown, and the extract is brown, but seriously, if you see ANYTHING in the bakery white, you can bet your ass, thats its vanilla...yes? my answer is vanilla.
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: technically, cappucinos are coffee with foam...but with more oompf. i like drip coffee better yes.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
CUSS: more than i notice.
TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY: nope.
THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: I am.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: probably not, divorces are expensive.
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: not as much as i should
THINK YOUR A HEALTH FREAK: ahahahaha...kidding right?
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
GONE TO THE MALL: probably
BEEN ON STAGE: negative
BEEN DUMPED: nope
GONE SKATING: negatory
DYED YOUR HAIR:nooooo
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
PLAYED A STRIPPING GAME: ahaha yes
GOTTEN BEAT UP: yea
CHANGED WHO YOU WERE TO FIT IN: toooooootally did. i used to wear baby blue pants and had a tommy hifilger outfit. ..ahah ew.
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
AGE YOUR HOPING TO BE MARRIED: i like how this is the only question for layer eight.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY
BEST EYE COLOR: blue or green
BEST HAIR COLOR: any
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: hair is rad. the more the better...unless its body hair.
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING:
1 MINUTE AGO: answering one of these stupid questions
1 HOUR AGO: just getting off work
1 MONTH AGO: Druuu nnnkkksknknsknkkk
LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: my kitties
I FEEL: stonded
I HATE: YUPPIESSSS
I HIDE: shit in my dreads
I MISS: being skinny
I NEED: to lose weight
Posted on 2007.07.17 at 00:50
So Im going to Nanaimo on the 31st, camping in his backyard for a day or two, then off to Victoria for meeeeeeee! Im going to visit all you vic people, and GO TO VEMF!!!!!!!
ahaha hopefully i get this credit card i applied for, otherwise im pretty sure ill have no monies
because i suck at saving
Posted on 2007.06.27 at 19:13
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Broken Social Scene - Fire eye'd boy
Bah, I think I'm depressed again.. Not as bad as before, but it's definitely a lingering feeling that doesn't really go away, and it's killing me.
It's summer, I didn't have to move back home, I got to keep my boyfriend, I got a new job, I should be happy...
But somehow I see all the negative aspects in those things I just listed...not the positive.
Nothing can make me happy...Probably because I have no joy anymore..All I can really do to keep myself happy is daydream. I keep dreaming about how I wish my life was, and yet I know, that if that were my life, I'm sure I'd somehow make myself unhappy with the situation..
I don't know what the fuck my problem is.
Posted on 2007.06.26 at 14:18
I got promoted to barista!
But now i gotta make coffee for yuppies...and oh boy do they love their coffee to be PERFECT!
I miss nanaimo again...i miss having a circle of friends...like, yea i have friends here, but they're all just so random, and yea a few people know each other, but....its not like a group of friends.....
bah..i dont know.
Posted on 2007.06.16 at 00:30
I really like my journal layout, it really tickles me.
What I really dont like though, is my new job.
It's full of fucking anal yuppies who treat you like shit, DONT FUCK WITH THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOUR FOOD.
Bah, the job hunt starts again.
I really have to pee.
Posted on 2007.06.07 at 00:44
Yes, it was, a really good day...which is what i needed.
I've been in a pretty foul mood lately, not having a job, and being out of school made me feel like such a bum. And even though I got to lounge around everyday, I couldn't enjoy it because I knew I needed a job, and I needed a job soon.
And then June rolls around, and I couldn't afford a bus pass, which made me even more immobile, make me even more depressed...
I got a job at an organic grocery store!!!My dad gave me monies for a bus pass (but they stopped selling them yesterday, so I bought a bunch of bus tickets instead) and smokes! <3 yay...
Life was rough for a bit, but now shit is looking up!
This is good, I needed it.
Oh, and I have an interview tomorrow at the aquarium!!! A photography job!!! So if I get the aquarium job, I will quit the grocery store..
Posted on 2007.05.14 at 20:23
So i finally quit my job.
There was just way too much drama going on there, due to shit with said boy...and then i got sick with my yearly visit from bronchitis, and i had to take a week or so off work, and then one day i called in again, and boss gets uppity starts going off on a "poor me" tangent about how im putting her in a shitty position and its all my fault,..yada yada yada....and i got fed up, and quit.. well actually i put in my two weeks, thinking id be able to work over the next two weeks, while looking for a new job...then she goes into uber bitch mode and cuts all my shifts saying that she couldnt trust me with the store, and me having the keys...so i went in...dropped em off and held back all the nast shit i wanted to say....
but whatever.....no more hellish pita pit shifts till 4 in the morning...no more drunk granville idiots...no more anything...
fuck i need a new job.
Posted on 2007.05.08 at 01:07
Wow, its been awhile...and i would say that its because there hasnt been any reason to update, but that would be a lie....my life...is so fucking different, has gone through much shit, and im in the midst of this shitstorm, this drunken blur of the past three months is blowing by....i lost my boyfriend,my house, my life, my job and my school....so yea....i was definitly at the bottom of the scum infested barrel...
and i guess im doing alright...i dont know...shit is just so menial to me right now, im moving back home, to my dads....im back with my boyfriend....but we're fighting right now...which sucks, because the past three weeks have been full of sexy bliss....sex filled bliss if you will....and now....fighting...which sucks...but hey, what can you do....i didnt technically lose my job, i willingly quit...gave my two weeks,...only to have been fired from the next two weeks....apparently i cant be trusted, whatever, i was better than the fucking pita pit, i was just too comfy in my own little zone, and i guess got to cocky with my power...whatever.,..moving on to bigger and better things...and apparently bigger and meaner fights with my significant other...fuck,..i reallly wanted to update my journal before shit hit the fan with the boy,...before shit re hit the fan anyways...i dont know...im not allowed back into school until the fall...so i have the entire summer off...but have no money saved up, so my summer will be filled with working...whoo....i dont know...im tired. and sick....goonight.